THE
SADDEST PRAYER I HAVE EVER HEARD
Charles W. Salmon
She was
old and very ill and the look of pain was in her eyes as I approached
her bedside. I introduced myself as the hospital Chaplain and she
shared with me what must have been the greater part of her agony. She
told me of her prayer and the pathos of it has never been forgotten.
She said,
“I told them we are all connected together but they don’t
believe me, so I have asked God to cut us apart.”
Even in
her pain and confusion she had noticed that, as death approached,
others had withdrawn from her. The visits of doctors and nurses
became briefer and less friendly. Hospital volunteers no longer came
to offer magazines, candy bars, and conversation. Helpless relatives,
who, “Didn’t know what to say,” no longer tried.
Perhaps she had protested this at first and pleaded for human
companionship, but eventually she gave up and now faced death in the
cold grip of utter loneliness. Her final resignation was expressed in
her petition to God to “cut us apart.”
She
accepted my offer to pray for her but I knew it was merely a courtesy
she extended to me, for I was among those “cut apart”
from her and it was too late. She had made peace with God and severed
her ties with everyone else. Quietly, I prayed for her and for all
the lonely people like her. In the morning she was gone. I soon
forgot her name but occasionally I am reminded of her pathetic prayer
and the sadness it caused me to feel. Her greatest agony was not
caused by the pain and fever that racked her body and muddled her
mind. It was the result of the failure of others to relate to her in
any supportive way.
The
lesson is clear. We all need each other! She was right in her
assumption that we are all “connected together.” Isn’t
that about what Jesus meant when He said, “I am the vine, you
are the branches. If a man remains in Me and I in him, he will bear
much fruit; apart from Me you can do nothing.”? John 15:5 (NIV)
Using a
different metaphor, Paul repeats this same truth in Romans 12:4,5;
“Just as each of us has one body with many members, and those
members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are
many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.”
That’s
why it is such a disaster when a brother or sister separates himself
from the family of God or refuses to be concerned about the needs of
others who might be helped. The Church offers great resources for
spiritual healing and growth for those who are willing to give
themselves in the service of others.
You
need me and I need you. We both need God. Let’s not allow
anyone to “cut us apart.”—2110 Browon St.,
Houston, TX 77034