Travel
Letter . . .
A WEDDING IN TEXAS HILL COUNTRY
Ouida
went with me to Texas hill country to perform a Church of
Christ-Baptist wedding. I entered into this situation tangentially,
from a discussion with Baptists at Baylor University. This Baptist
student, to be married to a Church of Christ girl, was having a lot
of problems, one being that he did not want to be married by a
minister hostile to his own faith, though he was resigned to its
being otherwise “Church of Christ.” That everybody was
out to “convert” him he was taking pretty well. Since I
loved them
both
and
accepted them
both
as
Christians, and since I was “Church of Christ,” I was
asked to do the honors, albeit there was little hope that I would be
all that popular a choice.
It
was a typical little hill country town, with its rolling plains,
howling wolves, fleeing deer, and crawling rattlers. And sometimes
the religion gets as fierce as the rattlesnakes. There is a Methodist
and a Baptist church, along with two Churches of Christ, recently
divided over the cooperation issue. That is the reason given by an
elder and deacon with whom I visited. But it is the same old story of
hate and personalities. Two struggling churches in a town as big as
your hip pocket. It is a sin against heaven! “We’re to
the place now where we’ll usually speak to each other on the
street,” one of them assured me. So, they’re making
progress, Texas style!
We
spent the night with the bride’s parents, whom I had come to
know and love in my mini-meetings, a dear and impressive couple with
an intelligent and beautiful family, all devoted Church of Christ
people. But they were obviously shaken by their daughter marrying
“out of the church,” and they were more than a little
fearful that she would become a Baptist. which they sincerely
believed would be her undoing, both for now and eternity.
At
the dinner and the rehearsal I got acquainted with both families,
along with some of the townspeople. Being fresh from unity meetings,
I was caused to see how crucial our work is for all God’s
people at the grassroots level. Here were two lovely, prosperous,
spiritually-minded families brought together by one of life’s
dramatic moments. But religion was a handicap rather than a help. It
would have gone better had they all been infidels gathered at the
office of a justice of the peace. That way they could have all loved
and accepted each other!
I
was soon in love with them all, and I would have lifted some of the
burdens had it been within my power. An organ was brought into the
Church of Christ building for the occasion, which was a bit awkward
—placing it, wiring it, playing it. I told Ouida to get a good
look, for it was a rarity seldom to be seen. Our folk do not usually
allow that. The restriction was that no “religious” songs
could be played, including the Lord’s prayer, which was also
ruled out on the grounds that one line reads, “Thy kingdom
come,” which the Baptist contingency had requested. The
Baptists pray for the coming kingdom and the Church of Christ
doesn’t. After all, how can you pray for what has already come!
But a naive visitor like me could not be blamed for wondering if it
nas yet come to that little Texas town. I was about to forget my
raisin’ and my manners and pray for it to come, right then and
there! And mind you, this was the
liberal
Church
of Christ in town!
But
I loved and appreciated them everyone. The groom’s father is
the sheriff of the county, and all he and I needed was more time.
They are teachers, coaches, business people, judges, farmers. My kind
of folk —and oh, how I longed for them to find community in
Jesus!
By
the time the wedding began 24 hours later, I was far more emotionally
involved than I should have been. The bride and groom were torn
between their own sense of freedom in Christ and their sense of duty
to their uneasy parents. In my quiet moments with them I urged upon
them the love, peace and joy that is in Jesus, and a triumphant faith
that transcends all the senseless partyism of either the Baptists or
the Church of Christ, respecting their parents every step of the way.
It
was all made lovely by flowers and candlelight. The mothers were
poised and lovely as they were ushered to their seats, but I wondered
if they might not be more weary than joyous. The attendants were all
young and apparently unworried, the boys dressed as only they will be
on the day of their own wedding or perhaps their funeral. The organ
did its thing and followed its restrictions, though it still seemed
strange in a Church of Christ. The nonreligious songs were
beautifully sung and elegantly religious.
There
they were before me, a divided people sitting together in one of
life’s tenderest moments, but if only it could have been
sweetened by the quiet peace that is in Jesus. I felt myself being
drained. When the groom took his place beside me, I saw that he was
doing better than I, though I knew he was haunted by the fear that he
might not be really loved and accepted by his new family. I watched
the bride’s mother, sitting there in simple dignity, as she
looked upon her new son-to-be, standing at the altar, awaiting her
daughter, and I realized that she too must be burdened with fear and
uncertainty. I found myself praying, “Dear God, touch her heart
with your love and cause her to accept him. Free her so that she can
love him like You love him!”
By
this time I was in no condition to perform a ceremony. But here came
the bride, as lovely and sweet a person as you’d ever hope to
meet, with her father at her side. There was something about it that
was bearing down on me, and I feared I might not make it. At the very
outset I beckoned the couple to prayer, which I had not planned on. I
was praying for myself as much as for them. I asked God to give us
the peace of the Holy Spirit, and the Spirit helped me in my
weakness, yea, even in my agony. From that moment on it all went well
and we got them married.
The
Baptist and the Church of Christ folk went their separate ways,
neighbors on the streets if not brothers at the altar. The happy
newlyweds, smiling and full of hope, merrily ventured toward a new
home and a new life together, the pellets in the hubcaps of their car
sounding as beautiful to their ears as any organ ever did.
Sometime
during the night they eased the organ out of the building, not unlike
pallbearers carrying their burden to its resting place. It had been a
good organ as organs go, and it had had a hand in history.
Ouida
and I turned the old Firebird toward home and out of the hill
country. After awhile I asked her to drive, for I was too exhausted
for that simple task. We didn’t say anything much. We just
drove along those lonely roads, thinking. She didn’t say what
she was thinking, but I was thinking about how I almost blew a
wedding. And I thought about the hill country and its people. I
understand why President Johnson talked about it the way he did. I
thought of the rolling hills, sporting their jagged rocks as if they
were diamonds, and of the wolves, moaning their cries through the
night as if they might be muted calls for peace from their Creator,
and of the rattlesnakes crawling beneath any old rock, fearing man
more than each other.
And
I thought of the Baptist and Church of Christ people, who
occasionally get together in the hill country and marry their kids
off to each other. It is a dubious kind of fellowship. They will
surely do better than that in heaven, where at least one of their
problems will be solved, for there they will neither marry nor be
given in marriage! —the
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