CALL ME EARLY, CALL ME LATE
By
ROBERT MEYERS
The
telephone rang, buzzing like an angry bluebottle fly. He jumped to
answer it, trying to smother the alien sound before it awakened the
baby.
Sweetly
querulous it came into his ear, the voice rising on the last
syllable. “Brother Mintner?”
Not
again; he thought, his patience splintering. He knew he had to be
patient, that he could win no other way. He told his wife that every
day. But when the calls piled up, his nerves frayed and he could not
keep the edge out of his voice.
“Yes,
this is he,” he said rather abruptly, and then reminded his
caller of her forgotten courtesy. “To whom am I speaking,
please?”
“Oh
this is Ernestine Booker. You don’t know me (a half-apologetic
high female voice, skittering on the edges of nervous laughter) I
have heard about you, though. And your work over at Northside. And I
just want to ask you a few questions, Brother Mintner.”
He
waited a second, trying to get a good grip on himself. Here it is
again, he thought. Another one. Will they never stop?
“Yes?”
he said.
“Well,
I’ve heard some things about you and I just couldn’t
believe they were true of a Gospel Preacher. I mean, I didn’t
want to think hard of you till I knew for sure.”
“I
see. What are they?” But I know, he thought. I know the whole
list. I know this oblique approach, too, this hiding behind the
skirts of piety, this milky silky venom of a voice that murders in
the name of Christianity.
“Well,”
she said, “do you just want me—well, what do you believe
about the Bible?”
Take
five minutes and tell me all about the Bible. Desert nomads and el
Shaddai. Glueck and Albright. Acrostic poems in the Psalms.
Paronomasia and double alliteration in the prophets. Lowth and Hebrew
parallelism. Canaanite literature and resemblances to Semitic legend.
Masoretic pointing. It flickered like heat lightning through his head
even while his mouth was moving.
“Perhaps
it would help you to ask a specific question,” he said, trying
to keep his voice from shaking. “I will try to give you
specific answers.”
She
giggled, and tried to choke off the giggle. He could hear someone
else in the room laugh. It was fun for them, two women, pinning a man
to the wall with their questions, knowing he was forced by his
profession to be polite and patient. He could almost feel over the
wires a heady, intoxicating sense of power possessing them. How often
were they able to play judges and executioners, he wondered? Nowhere
else in all their lives except in this strange religion that gave
them the power of ignorance.
“Do
you believe the Bible is inspired?” she asked.
For
a second he thought of asking her whether she meant a mechanical
theory of verbal inspiration, or some sort of guidance from God
without compulsion. He thought of the repetitions in Kings and
Chronicles, of the variant tellings in the Synoptic Gospels, of the
strange mysticism of the apocalyptic books, of the difficulties of
translations, and of the obscurities of many texts. But it would
never do.
“Yes,
I believe in the inspiration of the Bible;’ he said. Thank
heaven he could say that honestly, he thought. It was not his fault
that she knew of only one concept of inspiration, her own.
“Well,”
she pressed him, “do you believe that Genesis and Job are
inspired?”
“Yes,”
he said, “I believe they are.” The rib, and Onan, and
angels under the oak. Job and the curious debate cycles, with the
doubling of all his blessings at the end. What could he say to her?
She
was silent for a moment, expecting him to justify himself in some
way. “Well,” she said, “I didn’t know, I just
heard people talk about it. Now I can say that I asked you myself and
you told me.”
“That’s
right;’ he said.
“What
about Jonah though,” she urged, as if she had suddenly
remembered with relief some accusation. “Is it true that you
don’t believe Jonah was in the belly of a whale?”
She
was nudging him out onto thin ice now, he knew. Take away Jonah and
the whale and the whole thing falls apart. He answered her carefully.
“I
have said on occasion that the book of Jonah bears many of the
characteristics of a Jewish parable. Some scholars have believed it
was a parable, divorced from context. They have thought this for
centuries. It is not a new idea.”
She
disregarded his last words. “Well, was he in the whale’s
belly or not?”
“If
the story is literal,” he said, trying to be patient but unsure
how to say these things to her, “then he was certainly inside
the whale. The question is whether the story is literal. As I said,
there are many good reasons for taking it as a parable, designed to
teach a most important truth—that God didn’t want the
Jews to be so exclusive in their religion.”
But
we haven’t gotten the message, he thought bitterly. We are as
exclusive as ever, whale’s belly or no whale’s belly! A
cargo of rich and precious truth comes to us from God and we spend
our lives debating about the vehicle in which it is carried.
“I
don’t understand what you mean,” she said querulously.
“It sounds to me like you’re sort of unsound in your
faith. After all the New Testament tells us about how Christ spoke of
Jonah and if He believed that Jonah was in the whale’s belly it
looks to me like you ought to.”
He
tried to laugh indulgently but he failed. “All right,” he
said, “it’s a rather complicated thing. I don’t
disbelieve in such a possibility, you see, nor doubt the power of God
to do whatever He wants. It’s just that the strangely
inappropriate psalm in Chapter Two, and a lot of other things, make
me wonder if I may be wrong to read this literally.”
He
could see, suddenly, just how her face looked as she heard this and
he decided to change course. “Perhaps you’d enjoy reading
the introductory articles on Jonah in something like the Anchor Bible
or the International Critical Commentary or the Interpreter’s
Bible. If you would do that, then we could have a very profitable
talk about this, I think.”
“I
never heard of those,” she said. “But I’ve read my
Bible pretty well during the past few years and I think I know what
it teaches, Brother Mintnero I don’t need sectarian
commentaries and I think they’re a mighty dangerous thing,
personally.”
I’m
sorry you feel that way,” he said gently. But it upset him to
know that what he really wanted to say was quite ungentle. Like, “Has
it ever occurred to you, lady, what an arrogant creature you are,
just about one micro-millimeter under that sweetly pious skin of
yours? You wouldn’t know a critical commentary from the Sunday
supplement, you’ve never wrestled hard with a textual problem
in your life, but you feel perfectly capable of telling the world how
it is!” But he dared not say it. He was supposed to be a nice
man. He didn’t want her to lose faith in that, too. “Well,
people are talking in the other congregations, Brother Mintner, and I
sure hate to see The Cause hurt. I don’t know why you can’t
make yourself clear. I know you’ve been in school a long time
and everything, but it just seems to me like you have drifted
away from the old paths and …
Her
voice droned on, saying the phrases he had heard for twenty-five
years. He hardly listened anymore, knowing that the parroted phrases
would only enrage him. When she had finished, he had gotten control
of his voice and he spoke quietly to her.
“May
I say to you that you are welcome to visit in our home and talk about
these things. You could bring up whatever you liked then, and I’m
sure we could understand one another better.”
“Oh
we’re leaving town right away,” she said. “We’re
moving to Canon City, Colorado.”
He
could not say what he was thinking. He said instead, “I suppose
there is a Church of Christ there?”
“I
think so,” she said, “but I don’t know anything
about it. I hope it will be a Sound and Loyal Church.”
He
said he hoped it would be, and that he knew she would undoubtedly be
a strong new influence upon it. She agreed, deprecating meanwhile her
talents, and at last she hung up.
Two
more calls, he thought, just two more and I’ll crack. They know
it, too. They know that you cannot be patient with them forever, and
they simply wait until you break and then they become all injured
piety and tell you that even if you are doctrinally unsound
you can at least be humble and try to have the Christ-like spirit.
The top of his head was hammering painfully now and he knew he would have to get out of the house and walk for a while. It would not do to carry his frustration past the night’s sleeping. Tomorrow was Sunday and all those hungry faces, hoping against hope, would be lifted to him.