A Philosophy for the New Year . . .
OTHERS MAY, YOU CANNOT
If God has called you to be really like Jesus, He will
draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility, and put upon you
such demands of obedience that you will not be able to follow other
people, or measure yourself by other Christians; and in many ways He
will seem to let other good people do things which He will not let
you do.
Other Christians and ministers, who seem to be very
religious and useful, may push themselves, pull wires, and work
schemes to carry out their plans, but you cannot do it; and if you
attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord
as will make you sorely penitent.
Others may boast of themselves, of their work, of their
success, of their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to
do any such thing; and if you begin it, He will lead you into some
deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your
good works.
Others may be allowed to succeed in making money, or
having a legacy left to them; but it is likely God will keep you
poor, because He wants you to have something far better than gold,
namely, a helpless dependence on Him, that He may have the privilege
of supplying your need day by day out of an unseen treasury.
The lord may let others be honored and put forward, and
keep you hidden in obscurity, because He wants to produce some
choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be
produced in the shade. He may let others be great, but keep you
small.
He may let others do a work for Him and get the credit
for it, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much
you are doing; and then to make your work still more precious, He may
let others get the credit for work which you have done, and thus make
your reward ten times greater when Jesus comes.
The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch over you, with
a jealous love, and will rebuke you for little words and feelings, or
for wasting your time and money, which other Christians never seem
distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign,
and has a right to do as He pleases with His own. He may not explain
to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings
with you; but if you absolutely sell yourself to be His love slave,
He will wrap you in a jealous love, and bestow upon you many
blessings which come only to those who are in the inner circle.
Settle it forever, then, that you are to deal directly
with the Holy Spirit, and that He is to have the privilege of tying
your tongue, or chain your hand, or closing your eyes, in ways that
He does not seem to use with others. Now when you are so possessed
with the living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and
delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship
and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found
the vestibule of heaven. — Author unknown